Mother Ocean must have been PMSing big-time today. Boy was she bitchy. She was slapping our hull and tossing us about like a child playing with a beach ball all day.
Cap was half an hour late this morning. He later told me he was "paralized" in thought, deliberating about how desperate we were to go out and clean out those traps. Apparently we were pretty desperate. I ran into another fisherman in the Cove while I waited for Cap. He asked if we were going out. I replied, "I thought so, but now I'm not so sure," with Cap being so late and all. He says "You might as well go home. You ain't goin' out in this." I asked if he was headed out. "Nope, just gonna change the oil."
Next thing, Cap's truck pulls around the corner piled high with bait trays and the sorting table (in case we encountered lots of dead shrimp and vein shrimp). We loaded up the skiff and off to the mooring we charged!
Cap laid out the game plan: If fifty percent or more of the shrimp are dead, we dump them back in the water. If less than that, we sort them on the table. Our first few pair were looking amazingly good. I became hopeful of making some money today. The shrimp were bright red, as they are when they get agitated, but they were alive!
The next challenge: will we have anywhere to sell them? Upon scanning the horizon, no other boats were apparent. It looked like we were the only ones crazy enough to go out, in which case the dock might not bother to buy shrimp. We call the boss-man. Sho' nuf, he was willing to buy. I could see it was gonna be a long, hard day.
We were looking up and down 10 ft seas all day. Not just long, rolling 10-ft-ers, but 10-second-interval mountains. It was one of those days when the horizon isn't a straight line: it looked more like a mountain range. The breakers were high and mighty, colliding with the New Harbor Ledges. Despite Dakini's grace in rough seas and Cap's skilled hand at the wheel, it was a challenge to stand upright, never mind shuffle around on deck and get stuff done!
After those first northernmost pair of traps, things started going downhill. At this point in the season our southernmost traps are fishing the best. The bitter irony is that the traps that were the fullest had the most Death in them. The shrimp just didn't do well being tossed about in stormy waters for three days in a crowded trap. They actually survived better at a lower density. This was a depressing fact to swallow, because had we hauled these traps a day earlier, we would have had an amazing bounty. However, this late in the game, we were dumping full traps. It simply would have been too much sorting time for too little profit. There's a point in any fishery where you just have to accept the circumstances and move on. But it's never easy to get past the "what ifs."
I could only do so much. The sorting soon got ahead of me and I had to resign to tending to bait and traps, leaving the sorting until the end of the day. Cap is very considerate of my limits and volunteered that we could sort together when we were done hauling.
We did all we could to get those traps emptied and baited. Cap is still recovering from the flu and doesn't have his energy back 100%. I was just exhausted from trying to stay upright all day. Every muscle in my body aches from the tension of standing up today. I'm not used to such rough seas. I'm sure that fishermen who are out on seas much worse than today's for long trips off shore get used to it, eventually building up those muscles and learning to relax. But it's simply my body's instinct to seize up.
Cap finally pointed the bow towards South Bristol to empty our catch. On the steam in we passed one of the largest draggers on the peninsula. A wave rolled underneath her, hiding the hull from our sight as it came toward us, then concealing the wheelhouse as she reached the trough of the wave. I felt a sense of pride at riding waves that size all day and being productive.
All in all, we did alright today. We accomplished our mission of post-storm clean-up. Our catch didn't beat any records but it was a good bonus when were weren't expecting to reap any profit. We returned safely to the Cove after a slow steam home in the gnarly seas. Then we met in Round Pond to prepare tomorrow's bait. We finished at dark. We certainly put in a full day's work, from sun up to sun down.
Tomorrow we will do it all over again and finish hauling through all of the traps. Cap expects higher mortality tomorrow, since the strings are further south, more exposed to turbulent waters, and the traps will most likely be full. I guess if we approach the day expecting to dump every trap, then we will be pleasantly surprised to come out with anything to sell. It really is a daily challenge to keep a positive attitude in this business! Overall, I think we're doing alright, though. The best we can do is lend eachother a helping hand when the going gets rough and get through it together, as a team.